“The Road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it began.
Now far ahead the Road has gone,
And I must follow, if I can,
Pursuing it with eager feet,
Until it joins some larger way
Where many paths and errands meet.
And whither then? I cannot say” -J.R.R. Tolkien
In the 31 days of December 2011, my wife and I gave half our our earned income to a good cause and/or random act of kindness. To follow the giving blog series click here.
For now this journey has come to an end and some folks wonder why we did this. My only answer is, it was an undeniably strong calling from God. I don’t exactly know the reason. You can ask Him. Maybe He will give you an answer. Then you can tell me. One thing I do know is that it caused a ripple effect. The more we gave, the more kindness in the world we were able to see. Articles and blogs about random acts of kindness were leaping out at us from all over the place.
When the time came to blog about it, I wondered if it was a good idea. It had become a very intimate and spiritual time for me. Yet, I wanted people to be inspired by the gesture. As more people began to find out about our month of giving, the more comments I began to receive about acts of faith or kindness they felt inspired to do. A friend told how she paid for a coffee to the car behind her at Starbucks and also she donated money to a fundraiser to help someone she didn’t know pay for his surgery. Other things we heard included paying for someone behind them in McDonald’s and offering gas money, just to spread the spirit. Someone I know told me today that they were inspired by the faith we showed and used some “buffer” money they had to pay off a student loan. They decided to take a leap of faith and put their trust in the Lord.
On that note, all good comes from God and if anything good came out of this past month of giving, we give Him the credit. We were just being good listeners.
I want to thank the small group of folks who faithfully read this series. I hope it brought some inspiration. If not, I hope that somehow, some good has come from it for you. I appreciate the encouraging comments and also the critical comments. We really did learn from those who didn’t exactly agree with what we did and how we did it. Nobody was rude and everyone was polite in their criticism and that is highly appreciated.
It is amazing to me that I can feel such a strong calling and yet feel so much doubt. I had deep moments of doubt throughout the month. On the other hand, I had very strong moments of faith. If I’m not absolutely sure about anything else, I am now sure about this. Fear really is the opposite of faith…and, I prefer faith.
Today I finally took down the outside Christmas decorations. It’s always a little sad to put them in storage and look at the house without the Nativity scene, the garland, the lighty-up plastic snowman and so forth. To me, it was also like closing the book on a very special holiday season. Yet, that tinge of sadness only means that I will have that much more excitement and joy next year when I get to put up the decorations again! Likewise, in our next project in giving, we will find that much more joy in starting a new journey, taking heart from our past endeavors, using what we learned, and applying it to the fresh path ahead. I already feel excited for things to come, whatever it may be.
By the strength of the Source of Love and Wisdom, we were able to give over $2000.00 in our 31 days of December giving.
Until the next time…Be well, my friends!
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